Hair Do!

Finally got the time to do what I have wanted to do since few months back. Heehee! I went to perm my hair! It took me three hours which is usual for me when I perm my hair. Got myself a Japanese perm. Quite like it cos now the two sides of my face is slightly covered, making my face a bit slimmer. Haha, fancy resorting to such means to make my big face look smaller. Will be colouring my hair on Sat, too much white showing. Hmmm....think will go for more drastic change and highlight my hair too!

God is in Control.

Why do we feel the way we feel? Don't like the way you feel now? Tell Papa God, He is in control of everything. Surrender your thoughts and bad/sad feelings to Him, He will give you a new mindset, a new perspective, a new way of looking at yourself and others and most of all, a new joy which only He can give.

Lord Jesus, take captive of my thoughts and feelings, even when I am asleep. Amen.

40 Already!!!

So the big day came and went with makan and more makan. Started a wk before the actual day and will be having more celebratory meals for the next few weeks. I can't bear to weight myself. Sob...sob...

Still, a big thank you to everyone who had contributed to my extra calorie intake. To all those who got me lovely presents, thank you so much too!

Decided to link all those who had linked me in their blogs. Very "pai seh", so can't be lazy anymore. Suddenly in the mood while doing it and started linking more and more. Heehee!

For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother's womb.
I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well.
My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
Your eyes saw my substance, Being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them! If I should count them,
They would be more in number that the sand.

THANK YOU PAPA GOD FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH.

Emotions Overload!

Sigh!!! I'm suffering from a big dose of emotions overload! Sad, worry, afraid, relief, happy, fear, depression, all kinds of emotions. Sometimes, I can be having all these emo in just 1 day. It is so taxing and draining on me. So do bear with me cos I've been struggling for more than a month now.

Thank you Lord that although my feelings keep changing, you are always the same, your feelings for me never change, you always love me. You are the "constant" that I need.

Help me Oh God to take captive of my feelings and thoughts to Jesus. I can't manage on my own.

STEPHEN MY DEAR HUSBAND!

I SO SO SO LOVE MY HUSBAND!

THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL HUSBAND!

Revelation Revealed at 40!

The significance of the number 40!

The Israelites wandered in the wilderness for 40 years before they were brought into the promised land.

My husband was lost for 40 years before he found Jesus and was saved.

I was spiritually blinded and confused for 40 years until God revealed the truth to me and set me free.

All these while, I was in the dark, not knowing that the battle was on and had been on all these years. No wonder it was such a struggle for me. "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places."

Heavenly Father, I thank you eternally for your revelation to me. I can't bear the thought of being in darkness another day more if not for your revelation. Help me to put on the whole armor of God everyday, really to battle for your kingdom.

Aged Old Remedy - Sea, Sand and Sun

Yesterday, we went to Pulau Ubin to celebrate Youth Day with the youth of course! This is the only part of S'pore that doesn't changed much except for the tourist service centre with nice toilets and the exhibit area.

It was hot and sunny but all the greenery and fruit trees made up for it. The mozzies were celebrating too as we were on their menu. Thank you Eileen for the insect repellent. Sigh. My poor arms had not recovered from the mozzies assault from church camp yet!

It's a nice change to be out at sea, kicking sand at the beach under the sun on a working day. Most of all, those kids were a good bunch! Glad we brought them out.

Little Ah Ma's blog will tell you everything, well, almost. Nice pics there too and Stephen will post his photos later, some of which I've taken.

the eagle had landed

so the eagle is back! had been back for quite a while actually. somehow wings got clipped and is lying low. anyway its good to know that she's back safe and sound. at one stage while waiting for her to contact me since last Dec, i thot maybe she got kidnapped or was forced to married someone in rural China, maybe her plane got hijacked, maybe she decided not to come back to boring S'pore and went backpacking around the world. maybe....maybe....

"But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles. They shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31