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I wAs wAtchIng tv EArlIEr On, A bAby wAs shOwned And sUddEnly flAsh! flAsh! flAsh! I wAs rEmIndEd Of A drEAm I hAd lAst nIght. I drEAmEd I wAs cArryIng A bAby gIrl In my Arms, AbsOlUtEly thrIllEd wIth hEr, lOOkIng AftEr hEr wIth lOvIng tEndEr cArE! shE sEEms lIkE mInE And I wAs tOtAlly At blIss! sIgh! why dO I hAvE tO wAkE Up!

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Eileen was helping with the ppt flashing during worship last Sun and i thot she did a good job. Obviously, certain stanza of the songs were not in the ppt, poor girl was desperately hunting for it and at the same time had to revert fast to the page that was there so we could sing. All eyes were on her but its not her fault. Stress! Sweat! If I were her. Thanks Eileen!

IN HIS PRESENCE

It's been 2 wks since the mind shattering incident. Since then everyday was a struggle. Today, I took a day rest from work as all the urgent tasks had been done. Today, I'm gonna rest in the Lord. I just want to soak in His Holy presence.

like riding the roller-coaster of six flags

lately

i feel so
physically and emotionally stressed.....so tired....so weak
i juz wanna sleep and slack!


i feel like i'm
on a spiritual roller-coaster.....one moment high....the next low
i juz wanna shout and cry!


LORD, I KNOW YOU ARE WITH ME ON THIS RIDE. THANK YOU FOREVER. I REALLY REALLY NEED TO HIDE IN THE SHADOW OF YOUR WINGS.

It's Back!

Wow! What a surprise! My lovable pet is back! It must be the Comic Heroes personality thingy that I posted which affected my pet. I deleted it and hey presto! My Huggie is back! Hey! Go ahead and feed Huggie a strawberry! Tickle him a couple of times and see him roll in delight!

Thank you Lord for ministering to me at today's worship. It's good to be in the house of the Lord!

TGIF!

Lots of stuff to do at work. Thank God for helping me with the newsletter and prayerletter. I dread AGM next Wed, gotta write minutes. Stayed back to help my colleague till 8.30pm. Missed Hour of Power. Tired and hungry and weak. TGIF!

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."

L........o..............s..................t...................

i feel strange. confused. a part of me is lost. i don't really know what it is. i am in same surroundings but it doesn't feel the same to me anymore. i feel like i need to get away. away from it all.

for a long time i feel that the closest thing to me next to God is slipping away.
i realised its true now.

i don't feel i've fulfilled my role. i don't feel needed. i don't feel wanted. i feel redundant. i've lost my identity.....

thank you God for your love. you make me feel special. pls help me to find myself in this reality. i'm hurting

I AM A CHILD OF GOD

CHILD OF GOD

With every breath
With every thought
From what is seen
To the deepest part
I offer all that I've come to be
To know Your love fathering me

Father You're all I need
My soul's sufficiency
My strength when I am weak
The love that carries me
Your arms enfold me
Till I am only a child of God

With every step on this journey's walk
And wisdom's songs that
The soul has sought
I give myself unreservedly
To know Your love
Fathering me

Written by Kathryn Scott
Sung by Jessica Ketola

My Huggie Hedgehog

Sob....sob.... I lost my virtual pet, Huggie the hedgehog :( He's so cute and adorable. So fun to play with. Sorry I haven't been to play with you since Jan. Did you die of boredom? Replacing you with a new one doesn't seem right. I will just leave your memory here in my blog. Oh dear! My Xinzy is probably dying too in Neopet Land :{

I'm Back To BLOG!

It's been so long since I last blogged. There were many incidents which I really do want to blog it down. Just kept reminding myself to do it but never got to do it. Don't really know why I did not do it. It's just one of those mysterious things about oneself which only God knows.

I've changed my blog title from "My Blog" to "Simply Thoughts" today. I guess I need a new start. I've just gone through a totally life changing experience last Thurs night, 15 June 2006. Man, it really blew me to smithereens. I'm physically and mentally drained by the IMPACT. But spiritually charged up which I hope and pray will last and not fizzled out. I'm not ready to share and talk about it now. Not until God say so.

Still in fatigue. Still drifting in and out of reality. Still can't believe it actually happened to me. Still wondering why me?

But I still give Him the Glory.
ALL GLORY BE UNTO OUR GOD MOST HIGH!

JESUS, I NEED YOU BIG TIME.
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY EMMANUEL!